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somethingtobind) wrote2011-08-16 02:45 am
somethingtobind) wrote2011-08-16 02:45 am
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I can't just hide, forever.
Life is just going to have to go on. I can't just be -- miserable, all the fucking time. I can't. No matter how absolutely the opposite of how I wanted it to be it's become, this is my life. I can't just not live my life. This is it.
The first step to things being normal is acting like things are normal. So ...
Right.
Dragons, why did it all have to be this way?
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I swear to the Dragons, I'm starting to think ships to Megam just don't leave from this harbour. In fact, ships rarely leave at all. They just sail up and down the coast, casting nets and pulling in fish. Everything smells like fish, too.
It's starting to get under my skin, let me tell you. I have places to be, and I'd damn well love to put this city behind me. I imagine it's never exactly thrilling, but with all the drama that's been going on the last few weeks, it's now uncomfortable to be an outsider here, too.
I can't just hide, forever.
Life is just going to have to go on. I can't just be -- miserable, all the fucking time. I can't. No matter how absolutely the opposite of how I wanted it to be it's become, this is my life. I can't just not live my life. This is it.
The first step to things being normal is acting like things are normal. So ...
Right.
Dragons, why did it all have to be this way?
[Filter: Public]
I swear to the Dragons, I'm starting to think ships to Megam just don't leave from this harbour. In fact, ships rarely leave at all. They just sail up and down the coast, casting nets and pulling in fish. Everything smells like fish, too.
It's starting to get under my skin, let me tell you. I have places to be, and I'd damn well love to put this city behind me. I imagine it's never exactly thrilling, but with all the drama that's been going on the last few weeks, it's now uncomfortable to be an outsider here, too.